Thursday, March 19, 2009

Creative Happiness

For some of us, creativity can be a long drawn-out process. Such is my case, in many instances. I've done some paintings recently that I have lumped under the title of my "Designer Series". With about 5 pieces completed, I was moving at favorable pace before some personal issues became priority. With much of that aside, I have rebooted & the ideas are flying.

Art is subjective & the creator is "viciously judgemental". He forms & he binds; purges & fills ... separates ... spirals out of control. Then he steps back & absorbs. Many times the thrill of the moment is short-lived as he comes to the realization. Disappointment! So he retools. To make something out of the "nothing" that he has before him.

The 5 pieces have now become 3 pieces. Those other 2 ... well ... like I said: Disappointment. After weeks thinking that these paintings were finished & ready for a nice coat of varnish ... after constantly walking past them & smiling. Smiles became semi-smiles became grins became frowns. You get the picture. My soul was empty. There was no thrill anymore. I know a good painting when I see ... and they were good. But, in my world, good ain't good enough. I want GREAT. And a great painting will constantly feed you. You will feel in 10 years what you felt the first time you took a long hard look at it. I want to be thrilled by it. And I was not. So ... retooling. Results so far are promising!

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